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07 July 2014

MY "SOMETIMES" BEST FRIEND


Alone i break, alone in my head. I'm feeling so low. You wont understand cause no one can know. My eyes are so tired and I can't sleep at night. Your face haunts my dreams when I turn out the lights.  It happened so suddenly, it happened so fast. I knew all at once that none of this would last.

Was I just a game? Was this all just for fun? Did my feelings matter to anyone? Years have passed, keeping secrets, telling lies. I don't have the strength to go away from you. What the matters is, you such a selfish person to understand us.

My heart has been broken, not once but twice. Once by my best friends. and again.. my best friends. Deep down inside, I know it's your fault. So I'm just going to lock it away in my vault.

How can you know me when I barely know myself. How can you laugh with me when inside I am crying. I told you once, how I felt. Your ice cold heart didn't even melt. You didn't believe any word I said. You'd be surprised when I end up dead.

How can you talk about me when you don't know the real me. How can you see me when this image is a fake, a lie. You never like anything I do. So do I. Even though most of it is for you. My "SOMETIMES" best friend who is supposed to be with me until the end. But you leave me all the time and never seem to see me behind.

STRUGGLING TO STOP YOU, HURRYING TO PLEASE YOU.


You never see my feelings. Only your own. This makes me feel unhappy. But this, you've already known.

You think that I don't know what you're saying behind my back. You think you're so perfect but there's still so much that you lack. You pretend that I don't know why we are so much in pain.

Secretly hating you, betrayed by you yet again. You think that you can just butt into my life but if you really want to make us happy, you must pay the price. And now that I've broken free from your deadly curse.

I realize your the one who ruined my life and continued to make it worse. Now you're angry with me because I'm trying to forget you.

So, I won't have to fall. Now, just remember. When I turn my back on you, it's because you did the same to me. Something horrible to live through.

Never again will I trust you. Never again will I call you a friend. Never again will you ruin my life. How dare you say that you care, how dare you even try. How dare you be so heartless!! And try to make me believe your lies.

I've learned from my mistakes. I've learned from what I've done. I've learned not to trust you. I've been betrayed by a friend.

by Amyra javaroses

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Hi! This is Amyra, admin of concretejavaroses.blogspot.com and many more. A small blogger and started blogging as a hobby. Previously, I worked as a tutor and teacher, and of course currently, I worked as Kuli at Government Sector. I am running a number of Blog/Sites from my living room. Do contact me if u olls have any problems with ur sites. gtg. Catch ya later. =)